I began writing my story as a memoir, and then I never got far with it. I began a novel which I planned out as “different” but the story is still really mine. Memoirs are easier to sell. But if I write it as a memoir, I will have to admit this awful story is my own, these terrible things that happened, well, they happened to me. I’ll have to put the name Lady Liz Jones and answer interview questions about the book, about my life. I’ll be under scrutiny.
Essentially, I want to fictionalize my story because it is much harder to own my story.
But that also means I have more to gain, because I’ll be telling the truth and I’ll be able to meet people who read my truths and want to find acceptance with their own truths. Hopefully, I’ll find acceptance with my own truths, if not in the process of merely writing them then perhaps in the process of selling them.